I took a quiz today and here's what it said bout me: Air
And I quote the quiz site "Your affinity is Air.
You are incredibly intelligent and perceptive. Because you are rational and fair,your friends can come to you with their problems knowing that you will provide unbiased advice with their best interests in mind.
You are friendly and social. Because you are easily bored, you surround yourself with many friends who keep you busy. You can easily adapt to your surroundings, and are always looking for new experiences and things to try."
Well, I think that kinda sounds like me, I think, =)
In other news, just ten days left til school at WCHS! ALRIGHT!!!
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Saturday, July 24, 2010
"Be Yourself"-Thoughts
Every time I hear the phrase, "Be Yourself", I'm confused to a high extent. Because then I am forced to ask myself, Who am I? What exactly does that phrase entail?
I was thinking about this just now, so I thought writing about it might help a little. It always seems to. So I think I'll jot down a bunch of things about me.
I am...
A writer
A poet
A girl who loves fashion
And also music
Someone who has a distinct yet familiar style
(Sometimes in this century I feel like I'm not being me or that I'm a fake since I wear stuff like skinny jeans and converse and it just so happens that it's the style, but that's really just because it's in style that I found out about all of it and it really is me because every time I see stuff like that it makes me feel really happy. And also I remember when things like flare jeans were in style and everyone was wearing them back when I was 14 and i hated those and was stuck wearing bootcut jeans cause I didn't know there was anything better, and then I found skinny jeans, and converse, and I felt tooooooooooootally me! so I guess that's all that really matters in the end =D )
Anyway, moving on.
A pessimist
A girl with extremely high standards
A Christian
A Perfectionist
Someone who sometimes suffers from violent mood swings
Willing to stand up for myself and what I feel
Someone who likes, looks forward to, and enjoys change
An extremely pensive person
Way too judgmental, but what really matters is that I change my mind
Way less indecisive than I used to be
Always guilty to no end
Too trusting of other people;I want to believe the best of everyone
Bad with stereo-typing people I don't even know
Strong, but weak
Not sunshine....maybe moonlight? Not sure...
Trying desperately to figure out who I am...DESPERATELY!
Ultimately, I can remember a time when I tried to be someone else. I wanted to dress like other people and not me. That's why I got into the "Aeropostale Trap". When I was thirteen, I had a crush on a guy and he wore aero shirts all the time, so did the other girls i was around, so i went to the store, saw the cute teeshirts, and 'thought' I liked them. I didn't. Only now, years later, do I regret the 10+ aero shirts hanging in my closet mocking me. But I am thankful I figured that out and embraced my urban/rocker/skater style. And let this be heard, I won't naively shop at Aeropostale ever again.
As I enter into the high school I've been dreaming of going to for the past year, I am committed to being the best ME that I can be. I won't look at other girls and think, "hey, since she's wearing that i should too!" No, I'm going to wear what I LIKE. And I'm going to be happier and healthier for it. Good luck to me Junior Year and on!
I was thinking about this just now, so I thought writing about it might help a little. It always seems to. So I think I'll jot down a bunch of things about me.
I am...
A writer
A poet
A girl who loves fashion
And also music
Someone who has a distinct yet familiar style
(Sometimes in this century I feel like I'm not being me or that I'm a fake since I wear stuff like skinny jeans and converse and it just so happens that it's the style, but that's really just because it's in style that I found out about all of it and it really is me because every time I see stuff like that it makes me feel really happy. And also I remember when things like flare jeans were in style and everyone was wearing them back when I was 14 and i hated those and was stuck wearing bootcut jeans cause I didn't know there was anything better, and then I found skinny jeans, and converse, and I felt tooooooooooootally me! so I guess that's all that really matters in the end =D )
Anyway, moving on.
A pessimist
A girl with extremely high standards
A Christian
A Perfectionist
Someone who sometimes suffers from violent mood swings
Willing to stand up for myself and what I feel
Someone who likes, looks forward to, and enjoys change
An extremely pensive person
Way too judgmental, but what really matters is that I change my mind
Way less indecisive than I used to be
Always guilty to no end
Too trusting of other people;I want to believe the best of everyone
Bad with stereo-typing people I don't even know
Strong, but weak
Not sunshine....maybe moonlight? Not sure...
Trying desperately to figure out who I am...DESPERATELY!
Ultimately, I can remember a time when I tried to be someone else. I wanted to dress like other people and not me. That's why I got into the "Aeropostale Trap". When I was thirteen, I had a crush on a guy and he wore aero shirts all the time, so did the other girls i was around, so i went to the store, saw the cute teeshirts, and 'thought' I liked them. I didn't. Only now, years later, do I regret the 10+ aero shirts hanging in my closet mocking me. But I am thankful I figured that out and embraced my urban/rocker/skater style. And let this be heard, I won't naively shop at Aeropostale ever again.
As I enter into the high school I've been dreaming of going to for the past year, I am committed to being the best ME that I can be. I won't look at other girls and think, "hey, since she's wearing that i should too!" No, I'm going to wear what I LIKE. And I'm going to be happier and healthier for it. Good luck to me Junior Year and on!
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Wow.....Converse!
Okay, in my opinion, Converse are the best shoes ever made, comfortable and awesome. They make my skinny jeans look better than they already do! Lol! Is that even possible?!?
Anyway, a while ago, I heard someone say something about how converse and skinny jeans should NOT be put together at all costs, and I was thinking, like, WHAT??? I mean, this is ME. This is what I am absolutely comfortable in and what I absolutely LOVE!, so just now, I went where I always do to see if this opinion is a common one:Google. Lol. So, what I found was that that is SOOO not true! Most EVERYONE thinks Converse + Skinny Jeans = HOT!!! CASE CLOSED!
LoL...
<3
TaBiThA
Anyway, a while ago, I heard someone say something about how converse and skinny jeans should NOT be put together at all costs, and I was thinking, like, WHAT??? I mean, this is ME. This is what I am absolutely comfortable in and what I absolutely LOVE!, so just now, I went where I always do to see if this opinion is a common one:Google. Lol. So, what I found was that that is SOOO not true! Most EVERYONE thinks Converse + Skinny Jeans = HOT!!! CASE CLOSED!
LoL...
<3
TaBiThA
The New Day
Written 7-17-2010 @ 1:59 am
Sometimes I think
Inspiration's gone
Other times I feel
Depression has won
But then I wake up
And the whole world seems brand new
Like I'm a newborn
And I've got so much to do
Is it my teen years?
No one can be sure
It could be I'm just weird
But I've been wrong before
I guess I've gotta wait
Until I wake up again
To see what my attitude holds
For the new day that will soon begin!
Sometimes I think
Inspiration's gone
Other times I feel
Depression has won
But then I wake up
And the whole world seems brand new
Like I'm a newborn
And I've got so much to do
Is it my teen years?
No one can be sure
It could be I'm just weird
But I've been wrong before
I guess I've gotta wait
Until I wake up again
To see what my attitude holds
For the new day that will soon begin!
Happy Medium
Written 7-17-2010 @ 1:50 am
Sentimental dreams
Aren't right for me
Although it seems
There's got to be
A better scene
Where I can be me
And live my life
The way I want
And somehow find
A happy medium
Sentimental dreams
Aren't right for me
Although it seems
There's got to be
A better scene
Where I can be me
And live my life
The way I want
And somehow find
A happy medium
Someone For Me
Written 7-17-2010 @ 1:48 am
I feel so empty
Here in this room
With thoughts of fall
Already in bloom
Nowhere to go
Nowhere to hide
Just wait here another day
Til this feeling subsides
But I'm so different
Not like other girls
Is there someone out there
For me in this world?
=?
I feel so empty
Here in this room
With thoughts of fall
Already in bloom
Nowhere to go
Nowhere to hide
Just wait here another day
Til this feeling subsides
But I'm so different
Not like other girls
Is there someone out there
For me in this world?
=?
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Update July 13th 2010
Hiya! Things are really awesome right now! Today I sold three of my old American girl dolls for $265! Isn't that freakin awesome?!? And I'm working on like a second draft of my first book, Set Free, cause I wanna have it ready in time for when school starts since I already have people who wanna read it! Tomorrow my mom has a job interview!!!!! YAY! And we are going to the pool that day, too! And, guess how many songs are on my iPod now?!? 1,118!!!! HELLO! Lol. And I'm really itching to read Fang, the last book in the Maximum Ride series. My new shirts from PacSun already came in, and the jeans were the wrong size so I had to send them back and now the size up is on it's way I think! So, I'm really excited right now, since school starts in like, um, lemme check, TWENTY-SEVEN MORE DAYS LEFT! And that's counting today! Hmm, I hope I get waffles when I wake up.... Mmmmm
My Fate
Written 7-12-2010 @ 7:56 pm
Is love even real
I wonder every day
Everything that I feel
Can it really be fake
Am I dreaming
I honestly can't say
But I will say one thing
Without any more delay
Life isn't worth living
If real love is not my fate
Is love even real
I wonder every day
Everything that I feel
Can it really be fake
Am I dreaming
I honestly can't say
But I will say one thing
Without any more delay
Life isn't worth living
If real love is not my fate
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Might Be Happy
Written 7-5-2010 @ 4:16 am
Everything is gonna be okay
Just love God, be yourself
And you'll be happy
Don't believe a word they say
It's only cause they are alone
And they don't mean it anyway
But don't give up just yet, just wait
When you wake up the tides might turn
And you might win and be happy
Everything is gonna be okay
Just love God, be yourself
And you'll be happy
Don't believe a word they say
It's only cause they are alone
And they don't mean it anyway
But don't give up just yet, just wait
When you wake up the tides might turn
And you might win and be happy
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Open Your Eyes
Written 7-3-2010 @ 7:57 pm
when you open your eyes
there's always a new day
a new surprise
it could be anything
and it might be right
if you believe it could happen
and just open your eyes
you might be delighted
at what you'll find
if you open your eyes
Eyes, Mind, and Heart, Wide Open, Waiting for You.
when you open your eyes
there's always a new day
a new surprise
it could be anything
and it might be right
if you believe it could happen
and just open your eyes
you might be delighted
at what you'll find
if you open your eyes
Eyes, Mind, and Heart, Wide Open, Waiting for You.
Update
I am: Happy, Sad, Confused, Worried, Apprehensive, Stressed out, Disappointed, Depressed, Content, Excited, Moved, Scared, Nervous, Confident, Undecided, Ecstatic, AND Waiting for a fall, ALL AT THE SAME TIME!
TaBiThA<3 AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
TaBiThA<3 AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
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