Where Are You?

Where are you?
I really need you now, here with me.
I dream about you, think about you, write about you, all the freakin' time~It's almost unbearable!
Why can't I just have some peace of mind?
Why can't I be with you?
Tell me, oh, please, tell me.
Because I'm falling apart without you.
I know you're out there somewhere; I can feel it somewhere in my heart.
So just please, do whatever it takes, I beg you, I need to be with you!
Please come and find me. My heart beats faster just as I am writing this, writing about you.
You are the only one I want to write about.
I know I'm not going to feel any peace whatsoever until I'm with you.
Even now, it kills me with jealousy when I see people in love who are meant to be with each other.
Just like you and me
My heart hurts every day to just be with you.
I could do anything if I was with you.
In this world, where there is no one who understands me...I am around millions of people and yet I am more lonely than if I was on a deserted island.
I sing every love song thinking of you.
I know I must cry every day and night for you.
I can't sleep at night, only during the day.
I stay up until five am, as awake as everyone else is during the day.
I hate the morning; I love the night
I don't want to be in my freakin' twenties by the time you find me.
And when we do meet, I am going to know it's you.
No doubt about it.
I cry for you, my heart yearns for you.
And yet, you still do not appear, leaving me to wonder
if we'll ever find each other.
Sometimes I walk out to my bridge and look out across to the road, hoping desperately to find you there.
But you never appear.
And I keep crying.
And I wonder, will I be waiting forever?
Please find me.
I am waiting for you.
And I wonder yet again,
Where are you?
Love, TaBiThA