Taking The World And My Perfect Guy's Heart By Storm

Do you ever wonder, will I ever find love? I wonder that all the time...sadly. I don't have love, and I kind of doubt I ever will...I mean, I look at myself in the mirror, and think about the things that I do and the way that I act, which is sometimes completely insane, and, would I want to date me? Not really. Every time I see a new guy, who's good-looking and fits into my idea of someone I could be with, I dream about him. Even if I've never spoken to him in my entire life. Even if he doesn't know my name....but of course I know his. He is where I want to be, even if he doesn't know me....but I want him to know me. The only problem is, He doesn't want to know me...no one does...Because I'm not like other people. I see everything just a little bit differently, even more different than what normal people (if there is such a thing) who have just a little bit of seeing things differently in them see. Like, I'm the Only one. And that's what makes me a writer. The longing to fit in clashing violently with the PASSION to be myself and be DIFFERENT. And so I choose to be different. Because, who wants to live a normal life, anyway? Well...some people, I guess. Not me though. This is what I want. I want to meet a guy, someone who is perfect for me, and who will fall madly in love with me. And I feel the same way. For once, he would care about me, too. That's the main thing I want in my life. The other thing is I want to share my writings with the world, those things that make me different, yet help me to understand and connect to people. And to help them understand me. That's what I want. The question I have finally answered. Who am I? I am Dreamer Writer Poet. And I'm taking the world and my perfect guy's heart by storm.