Loneliness

Written 4-1-2010 During 2nd block, English 2

Sometimes people surprise me. I start thinking after awhile that they're just like me, or rather that I'm just like them, but it's a day like this that I know they're not. I'm not. It makes me wonder....why? What are the differences, and how much of it is actual upbringing, and how much is just their own sad minds? I've cheated once before, I tried it a few weeks or so ago. It wasn't hard. I just don't like it. It made me feel bad. Which makes me wonder, am I am the only one in this class who has a conscience? One of two, maybe? I'm starting to think it's the same everywhere. Even if I go to a different high school next year I'm still going to be disgusted at least once every single day. I probably will be for every day for the rest of my entire life. This is the curse of Christianity.
Loneliness.
But it's worth it.
Tabitha!