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If you were wondering why a lot of the stuff on my blog has disappeared...well, it's a long story. And if you were my friend you'd know exactly why. But since most likely I don't know you (and if I did you'd be asking me why the disappearances instead of reading on my blog about it), I will give you the super-short version. SOMEONE....lied to me completely and so that person no longer exists...anywhere. The pictures and emails and screen-shots, are deleted. The drawings, writings, have been torn to pieces.(And that was fun =D)And finally the poems written, will not be shared again, kept, but not shared, and not thrown away, because I don't throw out my poetry. It's something you can look back on and learn from, and right now is a prime example of that..=) But I'm better now..even though I just found out today, the 'Sinking Feeling' is gone. And I've realized everything I was basing MY WHOLE LIFE! on crap. Crap, crap, crap. Just a bunch of retarded nothingness. And I'm not gonna lie and say I'm over it completely (Cause unlike some people, I don't lie), because it just happened today, so I'm not. But I can already tell I won't be hurting for long. And I'm so grateful I found out everything now...and not when it could have ruined MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!!! Yeah...so, I'm gonna go be a real person now. =) Cause really, the online world, is for people who are afraid of living their real lives...and I'm not afraid anymore...=D