Reflection

So many people in my world think I'm a good person, and most of the time I wonder what they would think of me if they really knew. Knew what I can be like when no one is watching. I am a self-centered person and I forget easily that things are mostly not about me. I'm basically screwed up, because half the time I just don't know what to say. And if I did say something, it would be taken the wrong way. It nearly always is. Most people would see me, the outside me, and maybe they would immediately guess what my life has been like. They automatically think I have a heck of a lot of support from my parents, which I do not. That is the reason I am moving far, far away from them. Can no one see that? I've learned one thing from people. Sometimes most people just see what they want to see. They block out anything that could change their view on their lives. Everyone has a built-in way they perceive the world. Mine is far different from everyone else's and therefore, I do not act the same way. Sometimes, a lot of times, I wish someone, anyone, would care enough to really want to know me. Sadly I feel as if they never do.